It's been a long time but this past two weeks have been very hard on my body and mind. I have been crying and depressed, happy, tired, joyousness, sleepy, just about every emotion that I could have I have had these past two weeks. It started with having a bad case of stomach flue, then into since, with stomach upsetting going up and down. When I looked what my mind was doing to me I realized that I am still fighting what is coming, so I decided to let it just happen. My mind started telling me you have to do something you can't just sit still, but that is what I have to do, just be still and let things go! I feel guilty about it because I really did not want to write this blog, just could not get the words out right. But tonight I felt I had to get a little out there because many of you may be feeling this way and need to know you're not alone.
I am working too hard to stay balanced but it's taking a lot of talking to myself and listening to my guides. I have fallen asleep when I have tried to meditate, pasted out watching TV, and some evenings I have slept 12 hours straight. This is not normal for me and it has me wondering if something is wrong with me. But I am being told not to worry, I am a light worker, I am to hold the vibration (energy) for others to be able to connect with it. I am an empath that absorbs the energy around me then I send it to the violet light of transformation and transmutation. That is why I have not been wanting to go out in public because I could feel all the emotions out there. If you really think about it, so has everyone else out there. You can hear it in the news everyone is going crazy out there because if you don't know what is going on with the energy around you, it can affect you really bad.
So start listening to your guides and your body. Remember to keep balanced. It may be a roller coaster ride but remember it will end. We are just finishing the first half of this year 2015, if you follow the 13 moon calendar, we start a new year this month. Just to let you know major things are going to be happening in the next 6 months but remember to keep your balance, peace and harmony so that you can hold the higher vibration for the universe.
I send you all blessing, peace, and love. Please make sure you spend those 5 minutes listening to yourself so the universe will keep peace and harmony for all of us that keep our heart with those intents.
I am working too hard to stay balanced but it's taking a lot of talking to myself and listening to my guides. I have fallen asleep when I have tried to meditate, pasted out watching TV, and some evenings I have slept 12 hours straight. This is not normal for me and it has me wondering if something is wrong with me. But I am being told not to worry, I am a light worker, I am to hold the vibration (energy) for others to be able to connect with it. I am an empath that absorbs the energy around me then I send it to the violet light of transformation and transmutation. That is why I have not been wanting to go out in public because I could feel all the emotions out there. If you really think about it, so has everyone else out there. You can hear it in the news everyone is going crazy out there because if you don't know what is going on with the energy around you, it can affect you really bad.
So start listening to your guides and your body. Remember to keep balanced. It may be a roller coaster ride but remember it will end. We are just finishing the first half of this year 2015, if you follow the 13 moon calendar, we start a new year this month. Just to let you know major things are going to be happening in the next 6 months but remember to keep your balance, peace and harmony so that you can hold the higher vibration for the universe.
I send you all blessing, peace, and love. Please make sure you spend those 5 minutes listening to yourself so the universe will keep peace and harmony for all of us that keep our heart with those intents.